I went to the Glasgow Climbing Centre for the first time tonight (*) and I discovered that my hands do actually have a mind of their own!
The climbing was fun, the knots, belaying, finding a route and figuring out how to move, all great fun. The only time I felt any nerves was at the top of a climb when you lean back and let your partner lower you down the wall. Now, I’m not that fat, OK so I am probably carrying more than I should, but the friend who took me along is probably one of the more petite people I know. So the obvious application of physics should result in me hitting the ground as she bumps her head on the roof. However, before we started she showed me how the belaying thing works and how that couldn’t happen (although I think her feet did leave the ground).
So fair enough, I trusted that if I fell all would be well. But, there is something different about deliberately letting go and giving up control. As you climb if anything you are becoming more aware of how you are taking your weight in a small grip and are in tight and deliberate control of your movements. Then you get to the top and have to give up that control and trust the equipment and your partner on the ground < insert ‘that’s a bit like God’ analogy here >
The first couple of times I had to do this I found that my hand disagreed with the concept of not holding onto the wall any more. I lent back and moved one hand from the wall to the rope. I then moved my other hand to the rope only to discover that the first one was back holding onto the wall. I was disappointed with this hand, so moved it back onto the rope only to catch the other one making a break for the wall. There is obviously some inbuilt “this guys mad, we are clearly off the ground and should be holding onto the wall” subconscious mechanism at work here. It took deliberate focus to stop holding on and get back down.
All in I think I managed four or five climbs and some ‘bouldering’ where I first felt my arm twinge a bit. I kind of got the hang of belaying but need practice. I definitely want to give this a go so will book up for a course then try to find more folk to go with. Then I can take this one thing off my list of “things to start doing, do more of or be better at”
(*) I have been to the Climbing Centre once before with Jo and Rach, when we made a film all about trust.